Kristie - GQ's Mom...
ughhhhh, I've been dreading this day to come - I don't cry much anymore, it's been a year since G died - ofcourse writing this now and it is starting. Although, it doesnt take much to cry when I think of G - I just try to not think about it and Floyd and Satchel (who just turned a year old) keep me occupied. But it's close, but not the same. And then there is work - but something so major is missing and I always know what it is - it's G. It's such a lonely pain because I'm the only one who had that connection with him. I miss him so much and would do anything to be able to say goodbye, because I didnt' get to and I will never get over that - I will just never get over him. I have been such a bitch this past week and I didn't realize until just now that it's because I knew this day was coming soon, and I can't believe it's been a year because it still hurts so much...I don't come on here much anymore but I want to thank everyone who helped me through it all - I would have never been able to deal without all of you.....thank you