I know. Its so different, isn't it? Tess has been gone almost 9 months, Rusty almost 3 months and not a day goes by that I don't think of them or something doesn't remind me of them. The other day my 2 year old granddaughter was over, went by Rusty's crate, opened the door and said, Doggy all gone. I almost lost it. I know the same is true for you and how much you miss your Toby. I will say as the months go on, it does get a little easier. But the gaps left by those we lose will always be there.Great photo, but I share your sorrow both for your lost babies, and for mine.