thanks everyone the kind words and condolences. the worst was is over, i hope. things are back to what it used to be in a way life goes on. the pain gets better and lighter as the times goes but it's never forgotten. each day i think of him and i wonder how is he at the rainbow bridge. sometimes... i see yellow butterflies and it makes me think of him
of him he is golden and how the colour relates to one another. likes to think that whenever we see a butterfly nearby, it's a loved one who has come down for heaven to say hello. to stop by once in awhile because they miss us. & maybe when we walk, an invisible shape follows us closely behind. i believe in all that it makes me feel better...
it's coming to about 10 months soon since gino's passing and i miss him very much. i still tear when i think of him and try not to look or rather... stare at his pictures for so long because i tend to just smile when i glance at his face but i will tear and think of all the memories we had when i watch the videos or pictures i have of him. the house feels so empty now. i still have another poodle, but it's different.
this forum has really helped me a lot. from the beginning when i started to seek help about his nose and till i put him down. people here are so helpful and i guess a couple of people has been through what i am having now. what i havent done is to get a new dog. i would prolly adopt and idk... i just feel it's all still too early for me. i just want my gino back and how things used to be like before. i miss his silly face, his smellly breath, his paws, everything. i miss his smell and i miss his fur all over me.
terry: i really hope your oldest golden will be very strong. gino lasted 6 months without medication. he could stay longer but i was convinced that he wasn't having quality life anymore so with the aid of this forum i choose to let go. i hope you will when the time is right. all i regret was me not putting him down sooner. a day earlier rather than a minute too late. spend quality time with him and he's gonna miss you just as much too.
now when i see goldens i can't help but to smile at them and look away because i once had this love from my very own gino but i no longer do anymore. i wish there were visiting hours in heaven.
thanks for the burfday wish
thank you. and pls take care. i used violet leaf on gino and it did help soothe the pain and all. it's herbs and i brewed it myself. i got it from Juliette de Barcalli Levy (Natural Handbook for Dogs and Cats) you might want to read it
she's the world renown herbalist.