I thank each and every one of you who has taken the time to reply, and to pray, and to send good wishes. I cannot express how much this means to me and how lucky I feel to have you all here. I know you all understand. I don't even need to say certain things - and you will understand.
I feel exhausted right now - mostly mentally. But I didn't sleep much either, my mind was just spinning through everything. I am just so confused and devastated. And then poor Tee threw up at 5:30am. Hopefully that was just the addition of the new antibiotic. Her poor tummy has so many drugs going into it right now.
When we woke again later in the morning, she came and snuggled up right beside me. She has always known what's in my heart. I stayed in bed with her beside me for almost an extra hour.
Otherwise, she continues to be her bright little self. It just kills me looking at her jumping out of her skin (she has had no walks, nevermind a run in a week). I just think, how how how? She ate all her food this morning. She looks good - except for the big wound underneath that is still dripping and still red.
The appt is at 2:30 this afternoon. I will come back and give an update. I'm going to reply to a few specific messages, but please know how much each of you being there is helping me. Thank you.