Doing too much thinking these days. One thing I don't quite get is that since the first days that Beau was hopping on 3 legs after stumbling on the step he has not hopped again. He spent about 3 days hopping on 3 legs, since then he just seems to slightly favor the left leg and today he just walks around like regular old Beau with his funny little gait. The only thing I notice is he doesn't like to stand or sit very long, mostly wanting to lie down but maybe he just wants to conserve his energy.

I can't help but have these moments of thinking the doctors are all wrong that the lesion on Beau's bone is just an odd defect.
Oh I so hope that might be true.

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"Beau" Mr. Beaujangles Dancin on a Wim CD, RN , ASCA CD (RIP my shining star 1-17-11)
"Baylee" UCD Baylee Golden Butterfly Wings CDX, RN , ASCA CD
"Baxter" Promise's Purpose Driven Vision (looking toward the future)

I am praying it is true also.

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Sasha, Gunner,
& Angel Selka in Heaven

Love You Always
Max, Sophie and Shammy

Beau being able to be himself is a gift. I think we expect that once we hear the dreaded "C" diagnosis that all is bad, it isn't. There are still good days ahead, enjoy them together. The most important thing is that he is still here, and the blessing is he doesn't know he's sick or what lies ahead.

Writing things down helped calm me as I didn't always have to keep everything in my head.

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BayBeams

I am praying they are wrong, too. Perhaps it's just arthritis or a small fracture.

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SNOBEAR at the Bridge
Dec. 23, 1999-March 27, 2010

SMOOCH at the Bridge.
Feb. 14, 1999-Dec. 7, 2010


TONKA & TUCKER

I so find it eases my mind to write dowm my thoughts and share with those who understand but I am finding it difficult to concentrate on everyday things, In particular, my job is not getting the best of me.
This is all so new...it was on 8/22 that I learned it was possibly cancer.
I hope I can ease my thoughts so that we can have at least the resemblance of normalcy at home. I certainly don't want this to have an effect on my job that will add a whole different demension to trying to care for Beau and the rest of my household. Such a juggling act.
I am so thankful that I can come here where our special pups are appreciated as an important part of our lives. My work community would not be so understanding.

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"Beau" Mr. Beaujangles Dancin on a Wim CD, RN , ASCA CD (RIP my shining star 1-17-11)
"Baylee" UCD Baylee Golden Butterfly Wings CDX, RN , ASCA CD
"Baxter" Promise's Purpose Driven Vision (looking toward the future)

Thinking good thoughts for Beau and hoping you have a good weekend. Praying his treatment goes well on Tuesday.

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Born: 08-30-08
Gotcha day: 10-24-08

BayBeams

We all understand and care about you and yours!

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SNOBEAR at the Bridge
Dec. 23, 1999-March 27, 2010

SMOOCH at the Bridge.
Feb. 14, 1999-Dec. 7, 2010


TONKA & TUCKER

OK guys, Beau is doing well. I am going to lighten up and enjoy Beau. Sorry sometimes I do way too much thinking. Thought I would add Beau's picture here to remind me to enjoy the day. After all that is what he does.
Thanks all...I just need a reminder once in a while....

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"Beau" Mr. Beaujangles Dancin on a Wim CD, RN , ASCA CD (RIP my shining star 1-17-11)
"Baylee" UCD Baylee Golden Butterfly Wings CDX, RN , ASCA CD
"Baxter" Promise's Purpose Driven Vision (looking toward the future)

He looks as happy and content as he could be -which hopefully does the same for you.

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Beau looks so wonderful and so happy.
Dogs live in the moment-for that, we should envy them.
The Doctors could be wrong.

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SNOBEAR at the Bridge
Dec. 23, 1999-March 27, 2010

SMOOCH at the Bridge.
Feb. 14, 1999-Dec. 7, 2010


TONKA & TUCKER